I prioritised my health & completed the medicals I was procrastinating. I had massive breakthroughs in therapy. I disengaged from unhealthy behaviours & focused only on what I could control.
I learned to let things & people be. It was a month of revelations & deep introspection. Not everything is what I wish it would be but I know that I have a lot & so I am deeply grateful 💛🙏
Today I miss my Tiny Human a little too much so I sent him a bunch of texts. Since he is busy with schoolwork, i went through our old photos to feel better.
Rayii came into my life when I was at my worst & gave me a reason to live when I had none left. I call him my Patronus, the light that chased the darkness away.
I was often sick then & he would climb onto my lap to comfort me. His endless blabber always soothed my mind & the warmth of his little body would seep into me, calming the hysteria inside my chest, giving me more reasons to hold on.
In all honesty, he is my Saviour. Little dude doesn't even know he saved my life simply by existing. Strange how something so small can do so much 💛
Just my thoughts, of late.
How lucky we are to not be under the mercy of an aggressor nation. To be able to go wherever we please & do whatever we please. To be able to eat, drink & live freely. To know that our children are safe & to go to sleep every night knowing we can keep them safe.
The west has waged war on so many lands & conduct mass genocides in those lands. Over and over. I hope & pray we stay safe from them. In the meantime, keep on raising your voices for those who can't. Because it matters 🙏
